Why is it like this

I'm reading the tx's to me you have sent,
I think to myself where has the time gone to an went.

I wonder if i'm still your man an that gold mine,
Or have i lost you now forever in time.

Have you still got that enormous light,
Or has it gone dark, as dark as night.

Do you still look at the pic an think i'm so in love with this man,
Because you know babe i'm still your biggest fan.

Do you still miss me holding you making you feel safe an not shake,
Our love is so strong babe dont let it break.

Am i still that one thats worth waking up for an 100% worth the wait,
Or has that feeling gone now was it just a passing state.

Do you still want to go to that point an beyond,
An give each other their body's to bond.

Do you still want to be with me an love me wishing you could show me how much,
Why fight it if we love each other so much.

Do you miss your daily dose,
Emma me an you babe are ment to be close.

Now do i do what you say an chase you wherever you go.
Or do I give up and let you go