No one sees the real me,
They only see who I show,
No one knows who I used to be,
No one will ever know.
No one could figure out,
The things I do to myself,
No one could understand how,
Why I'm drowning and I can't get help.
No one understands the sorrow,
The agony I am faced,
They don't get how I wouldn't mind not waking up tomorrow,
I already feel like a disgrace.
No one knows what I do when I'm alone,
They don't see the tears that stream down my face,
How long till I'm completely gone?
I'm about to finish my race.
No one could comprehend my hopelessness,
All they can see is what they want,
The disappearance of my happiness,
I just feel so shunned.
They'll never know how broken I really am,
No one will bother to figure it out,
My mind so hard to understand,
The screams inside me that I cannot shout.
I hope they remember me,
By all the things they said,
If only someone had seen,
My mind is the reason why I'm dead.