Sometimes you lose something so specal so pure
when you had it felt like it would never go away.
when you take if for-granted or love it so much to let go for the best of both.
lesson learned
I was not always the person I'm becoming to be. and I dont betraid for every one to see just me and who i call family
I was mean and never saw my self to be. so raped up in my own life's thoughts and feelings, little amounts of room for anyone else
At the same time hurting the people I cared for most. The people you thought would never leave or talk down about you behind your back.
but when you have secrets that are hurting you so, there is not much room for forgiveness just hate
you end up hurting who loves you the most. bagging for forgiveness is never the right way just put fourth your heart and show them you care. learn to forgive.
still hurt still hurting learning to forgive those nasty people that never gave a flying f
or you your self will lose whats most loved with hate
