Aha, I see that you are still writing, that is great, though your last write was not a poem, it was a set of pure thoughts, and the experiences that you encountered, with no real end In sight, you are caught between love and heart ache, with your best friend in mind, your thoughts of her are truly those of a very good friend, keep your own heart in mind and if you get a chance to talk to your best friend about this situation, be careful. she may take it as a threat from you, and that is not what you are trying to do, these tings have a way of working out, not always in the way we hope, but if we put them in proper perspective, they usually work out right.
so I wish you the very best in all your trials. remember for every lost romance, there is a broken heart somewhere, but think about this, does a heart really break? or it just the feeling of loneliness that is going to start? it is my humble opinion that heart break originates in the brain, and that it is impossible to shut it down. so we dwell on those thoughts of losing our love, however I think that it is not us who loses but those who made the choice to leave us, but how do we tell our heart this, Oh, I know how, write another poem, seems to work for me. hang in there and write a new poem. your friend Harry Bryant