I cherish you.
I love you.
I lust you...
I worship you.
Like a mutt I wonder around aimlessly awaiting the next moment we speak.
I whimper and I whine...
For my master is away.
So no I am not fine.
I need my guardian to stay.
When my future comes to mind, there is always one person I find, and it is you.
I try to think of only a few words to describe this feeling, but there are millions...
When I think of my reasons to love you there are billions.
I cherish you.
You're words heal my soul, your touch heals my heart, and your presence fills my world with hope.
There is no other words I can type that could possibly make you understand.
Tonight I fell asleep,
Down like a tree and out like a light.
Tonight I had a dream,
Like a hole tearing thru my slumber.
I awoke to the memories of a nightmare.
You were there but you weren't there.
I sat at the table...in the house that we shared.
A note in my fit...
Eyes we're fogged over,
looking to the ground with a glare.
It was a small clipping of a add in the local news.
A man had been killed and I knew it was you.
I blamed myself and then I cried...
I threw things and I felt like I had died...
Almost crawled in the ground I was so distraught and unsound.
I was a mess.
Truthfully I knew I loved you passionately...
But my dream found me to know how greatly I worshiped you.
Then I awoke to a world with you here...
I turned over and thought of this fear...
Loosing you would be so great...
How did I not know this already?
I don't ever want to lose you.
It might kill me.
And it took a dream to prove it true.
I can not live without you.
