No Way Out Of My Thoughts

I crossed my heart I hoped to die
I stuck a thousand needles in my eyes
What more do you want from me
You said I crossed the lines
But check my arms
I never crossed a line
They are all in a row
They say love is a drug
Well I became an addict
I even overdosed
Then the withdrawal became to much
I tasted the barrel
I tied the noose
I went insane
I lost control with only myself to blame
No regrets no taking it back
Just living a night terror day after day
Becoming accustomed salting the wound
Egging it on testing the limits
Testing the boundaries
Trying to bend till I break
I'm to the point I hear the voices
I started following what they said
If become my own worst enemy
With no way out!!!!