Misunderstood

Pretty is in the eye of the beholder, beauty is in the soul. All she ever saw were flaws; which made her believe that they were all she was ever made of. I don't care about myself. Can you understand that? I am a very sad person. Every girl has that one deep dark secret that she cant even tell her best friend because if anyone found out, her entire life would change. I want to sleep forever and ever. Some days I feel as if I'm losing my mind. Ever wondered why you dream the things you do? I get so happy one second, and then so incredibly depressed the next. I really need to stop being so freaking emotional about everything. I hate missing someone, an knowing they don't give a crap. Sorry for thinking you cared.. If you only were i love with me. I'm not worth it, am I? Get close, and the get hurt. I just kinda wish none of this ever happened. I feel I'm a terrible person for trying to end something you are in love with and then be disappointed. I'm sorry I'm so hard to deal with. Believe me when I say that i will always be there for you. I wanted to run up to him and give him a hug. A really, really long one. I just get so happy when i talk to you. Cant I just be your last girl..? I understand you love her, and that's all that matters to me because that is all Ive ever wanted for you. To be happy with another. The room is quiet, all eyes on you, this is a feeling Ive never felt. They're playing your song. The lovers will dance and fall in love. The girl with the misunderstood heart and mind will smile and wish them good luck as they drift away to the music following the milky way on that cold midnight sky. A thousand moments I had taken for granted-mostly because i believed that there would be a thousand more..