Im fighting
Iat least I think im fighting
this urge to hurt. to see tears and blood.
I am seeking reaason as to why I want this.
But this force way to powerful
Feel a ray of evil overtaking my soul and yet I do not oppose fully
I would like to apply pain for i am in pain. In agany
Though not your fault, I dont want to see you happy
Why do you get to smile while i crawl in my dark hole of negativity.
I am trying.
trying to stay calm and remain sane
