I remember when we lost you how I didn't believe it
I remember the tears streaming down my face
Thinking about your smile and how you would never cook again
The last night you wrote in my journal and I put you to sleep
I felt like I lost a part of my soul because no one will listen like you did
The sincerity of your silence let me pour out to your open ears
How the world needed your laugh that lifted so many spirits
I wasn't ready to cry for the five hours wondering what could have been changed
Lying on the bed I wanted to go with you I love you so
A bit of color drained from my life when you were taken
We can be so selfish in our ways to get over this loss
It will never be the same but I hold on to your image knowing
I can never hold you again
