Lost

Another summer is on its way
Another year has flown by
And i realize but do not want to say
All my feelings, my emotions are gone

I cant regain my dose of willingness
I cant bring out certain details
I try to be that same goodness
I cant surpass, i always fail

My life is happy although empty
My wife is gorgeous in every way
My kid brings love and fear in me
My mind gets worse day by day

Sometimes i wish i un-did everything
Sometimes i wish that i could flee
Somewhere where i can be anything
Somewhere where its just you and me

They say we cant re- live the past
Truth is i sadly disagree
Theres just two actors in this cast
They will fight to love each other free