Jerk, this is to you

You faked it so well
It was hard to tell
You never loved me
Only the feel of my body
Never again will I fall
Your new tricks tell all
How much of a jerk you really are
Look at the new scars
On my arms
Know you're the reason I restarted self harm

This goes out to my ex boyfriend, who not only broke my heart, but my confidence as well.