The only reason I'm so upset is ever since we found out I was pregnant.
I've tried my damnedest to not do things.
I don't drink I don't do (white girl) but yuh do yuh don't deal with the morning sickness I do yuh don't deal with stress I do.
I wonder every day if I'm even carrying a child because it seemed so real before An it wasn't.
just know I gave up a lot for this child an I am very happy with myself for doing so.
Too bad yuh cannot say the same.
Cause yuh drink beer yuh do white girl.
And every other drug yuh can get ahold
Of.
I never want to keep yuh away from yuh
Child but,
I will no longer allow yuh nor any other
drug addict around my child or me.
Change or deal with reality like I have.
