Right now

Why is it that I always feel alone?
standing in a crowded room,
feeling like a child waiting for someone to get home.
I know there are people who care,
but right now
it feels like no ones there.
I want my pain to go away,
but right now
it feels like it will forever stay.
This isn\'t the first time this has happened,
I hope this stops soon,
I just cant go on like I have been.
Right now
I don\'t car if I live or die,
I sit alone in my room
at night and just cry.
I need someone to be here
some one I can share
all my feelings and fear.