I am not really sure how I feel about you. I know it feels like a drug, I can't quit you. I just feel inadequate because my mind is consumed by the next time I will see you. What will happen? What won't happen. I don't want to bore you. I want to tell you everything. But will you care. What is it that you want from me? Why do you even care? I am not a person that gives in so easily. You must know this. Are you just using me cause you know you can? Do you really want to get to know me? What is that appeases your tastes? Lovers? Friends? Flirts for your ego? I know this much..I don't want to be another notch in your belt if you have any. I am a beautiful person, I must respect myself. I must respect you. Contrary to what I think in my private thoughts they will stay private. Don't tease me. Don't lead me into thinking that something might happen when certainly you don't want it. Seduce me with your passion for life. Teach me the ways of your craft. Treat me nice.
