Again

Fifth of gin and a night full of sin
I look down at the glass, and then at my pale skin.

It's amazing the way this liquid numbs the feel.
The unreal paintings in my mind are all painted in surreal.

Dying is an art and I do it when we depart, lazerous on my mind i wish we never had a start.

So this is my goodbye
I live with feelings I deny
I cannot comply if I tried,
The plan is all awry.

I down another glass and another one once more,
to get you off my mind I start to feel it in my core.

The room starts spinning, my blood is thinning
But you're off my mind

It's sad that this poison is the only way I can unwind
But I think in time that you'll be gone,
I hope one day your demons spawn.
I lie and wait for a new dawn,
so I...
can drink...
again.