We have been separated for
months now and I'm in relationship
With someone new.
So why do I still look for you every where
I go in hopes you will be there.
I see you around a lot and we always have a way
Of finding each others eyes no matter
Where we stand.
It's as if we are speaking silently to one
Another.
When I'm alone I think of you I want you.
Yet I stay where I am and keep quiet for
Fear my boyfriend will come after you.
I want you and I've tried to leave but he
Is scary he knows you mean
Everything to me so he will threaten to
Go after you before anyone else
I wish there was a way without retaliation.