Blind

I let your words travel through my brain slowly
My mind begins to believe everything you say
I'm weak, as I step closer into your world
I'm blind and I want to stay

At first I thought it was because you love me
Then I realize it was my weakness you love
I was your puppet, you controlled every move
I was the punching bag you were the boxing glove

I know I need to let go of my fantasy
I don't know how to break the spell
I some how can't see the wrong in this
I see cupcakes in the colors of pastel

Then I wakeup and your mask comes off
Your words hurting every inch of me without one touch
tears fill my eye's as it does every time
telling me its all my fault and such

why do I let you do this, do you even love me
My mind begins to finally think
and I walk away for the 100th time
you grab me into a hug and I sink

Then I wait till the next day
You know I'll always stay