Why did i do it

Why did i do it
you meant more than her
I don't remember what happened
now it's just a blur

Why was I so stupid
Why was i so mean
why did you stay with me
why did you leave

I couldn't live without you
now I am just a husk
of what i used to be
when i had your lust

Why did i do it
Throw it all away
Just for one stupid night
If i hadn't maybe you'd have stayed

so now I am sitting here
alone with my thoughts
thinking about you
and why you were so hot

When i see you at school
All i think is damn
Why did i do it
When i could of had your hand

Why did it do it
you meant more than her
I don't remember what happened
now its just a blur