The day is always soon to come

Love is, but a word tossed around a preschooler

learns of it just like they learn words, verbs or

sounds i never thought i could hate someone as much as

i hate you i hate not because I'm mad, but because

I'm overwhelmed with the feelings of being sad

i sit awake and wonder why did fate make it so

my feelings are bundling up and I'm at the point of no

return i feel as though I'm about to explode i cant stop

but think of that awful night waking to the thought that

that something wasn't right

something was wrong i felt as though something was

gone i couldn't quite put my finger on it that was nothing

compared to what had dared to come upon me when i first

heard i was lost drifting without a word to express what i

felt as i fell there next to you panting for air my life flashed

between my eyes i swear every kiss we ever shared

every joke we ever told every time i would lay there

and just hold you wishing things would never change

but now your gone and nothing but sadness and anger

remains i lay here in bed and try to remember the last

things we said i pray and wish it was me and not you dead

i try and imagine you from head to toe. Oh how i still love

you so i cant believe you left me here alone left to roam

the world alone you weren't just a girl to me you were my

everything my eyes my sweet precious life the air i breath

you were all i need i sit and pant for air tears flowing

down my face and i don't care muttering under my breath

please don't let this be you my sand and i your deep blue

sea without you there isn't anything for me i want you

too know i loved you then and how i still love you so

( To all those people who have lost a loved one don't let them fade away love them more and more day by day )