Gosh Jenni, I'm almost in tears from reading this!!
I can only say a few words because I'm speechless....I can feel in every single word your love pouring out for him, and the passion in your heart to protect him and make sure he knows he will never be forgotten.

As I've said before, never doubt the strength you have as being a mother. The man you've left behind has not broken you, and though he hasn't changed, you've done what's best for your son and that is the most incredible sacrifice ever.

I hope too that day can come, no, I know it will...Connor deserves that more than anything. You also have given everything for him and people will see that. I pray he will be given fully back to you so you don't have to worry, and he can be in your arms and home forever.

Love you!

Oh, be still my heart...I cannot even begin to describe those feelings you poured into this piece...the whole write just oozes love, and commitment, and a overwhelming sadness and desperation, but never giving up...wow...I am just...

I believe that the day will come, and you will have him, you deserve to be with your beautiful child because he belongs with you, he belongs with his dear, wonderful mother, who loves him with all her heart.

This just tore through me...and wow...

I love you xx

I dont know what to say, but I felt your love to him and I also felt your strength. You vowed to keep a promise to him and it shows in your words.

Every kid deserves to be with his mom, and I believe that you will reunite with yours soon.

God bless him.
xxx

You are such a wonderful mom! Really you are. Your pieces are so incredibly sentimental. I wish Connor was old enough to understand as well...it certainly isn't fair. I can't even imagine the emotions you're going through. It's all so personal but you are so strong & it makes me so proud that you bettered your life for your son.. that shows so much character and love. You're such a beautiful person inside& out!