Warped and twisted

Harsh words and violent blows;
Hidden secrets nobody knows.
Eyes are open; Hands are fisted,
Deep inside I'm warped and twisted.
So many tricks, so many lies,
To many whens, and to many why's.
Nobody's special; nobody's gifted.
I'm just me, warped and twisted.
Sleeping awake and choking on a dream,
Listening loudly to a silent scream,
Call my mind; the numbers unlisted,
Lost in someone so warped and twisted.
Burnt out, wasted, empty and hallow,
Today is just yesterdays tomorrow.
The sun died out, the ashes shifted,
I'm still here, Warped and twisted