Broken Heart

The unexpected came.
The one person I never doubted.
She has put me to shame.
The beautiful monster.
Trapped me in a nightmare that will never end.
Fire burning everything I believed.
Demolishing all that was true.
Like a newborn you don't know anything.
Living in a world of lies.
My world collapsed.
Leaving me to stand alone.
Not a moment elapsed.
Drowning in my tears.
Scars that will never heal.
My everything crushed.
Crushed to it's demise.
Screaming, but no one can hear.
Joy lost
This numbness consuming me.
Feeling as if I'm transparent.
People looking at me weird.
Not knowing my heart have been torn apart.
My mind going black.
Making me delusional.
Hallucinating and traumatized from this broken heart.