Let me confess the sorrows in my heart
Let pour out the dead pain and confusion in my soul
I've deceived myself for so long,
Because the truth seems too hurtful to accept
It all start with my perfect life
Waking up to the same order of life everyday
School: always a forceful drag
Friends: never sure they have accepted me for who I am
Pretending to be what I am not
Just trying to be part of the world
What daily a bore?
Coming home to same complaints and weekly cries
If this is part of growing up,
I'm definitely missing the fun part
Then comes the future
Where's the big picture
Cause I'm definitely stuck in a 1D world with no direction
All my efforts seem to crumbling down right in front of me
Losing hope because my world is slowly coming to an end
Reminiscing on the motionless memories of my dear past
Cause those are the only thoughts that seem to make me smile
I wake from living in the past, and hopefully my dear friend forgives me
For dwelling on the past, because when I look to the future I see no bright light
And I hope she understands the words in this poem
As I slowly watch the seconds countdown my life
