I'm worthless.
They tell me not to believe it
But how do you not?
When all your entire life
People called you
Ugly
Stupid
Weird
When they looked at you and said, "Ew"
When they ignored you
Left you out
& made you feel nothing but worthless.
I don't care if they were wrong
If they were jokes
Or lies
They hurt me
More than anything ever has.
When I think about the past
I hate it
Because my past
Was terrible.
I will forever be emotionally scarred
Because of the damage
Of words said to me
When I was younger.
It still happens to this day
People still bring me down
Constantly criticizing me.
I can't take it
As well as I used to
It hurts more and more each time.
I could just run forever
Anything to get out of here
Every word
Has killed me.
I want it to be over
The constant sadness
Brought on by the voices of others.
I want to be older
So I can get the hell out of here
Because I HATE IT.
I hate every single thing in this place
Every person that's ruined me
I just want relief
I want a better future
Than my present
& my past.
I want to feel accepted
I want to be beautiful
I want happiness.
