It's Hard

I remember all the times we laughed,
all the smiles, that has passed,
now it's only hard to breathe,
through these tears it's hard to see,
how could this be my life,
this just can't be, it can't be right,
I can't face this day alone,
I just can't do this on my own,

And it's hard to wake,
when your eyes won't open anymore,
and it's hard to take,
without you right by my side,
and it's hard to fake,
a smile when you're not around,
and it's hard to shake,
this feeling deep down inside,

I kissed your face for the last time,
I lied to friends and said I'm fine,
they sang that song that made me cry,
they touched my shoulder and passed by,
we went out there, to that stone,
laid you down, now I'm so alone,
it said, "Forever missed, forever loved",
from far away, you're far above,

And it's hard to wake,
when your eyes won't open anymore,
and it's hard to take,
without you right by my side,
and it's hard to fake,
a smile when you're not around,
and it's hard to shake,
this feeling deep down inside,

I came to visit you today,
laid some flowers at your grave,
closed my eyes and saw your face,
opened up, can't stand this place,
I've pretended I'm okay,
but I'm dying every day,
I don't think there is a way,
this pain won't dull, all I can say,

Is it's hard to wake,
when your eyes won't open anymore,
and it's hard to take,
without you right by my side,
and it's hard to fake,
a smile when you're not around,
and it's hard to shake,
this feeling deep down inside,

And it's hard to wake,
when your eyes won't open anymore,
and it's hard to take,
without you right by my side,
and it's hard to fake,
a smile when you're not around,
and it's hard to shake,
this feeling deep down inside,

I remember all the times we laughed,
all the smiles, that has passed,
they sang that song that made me cry,
they touched my shoulder and passed by,
I've pretended I'm okay,
but I'm dying every day,
and it's hard to take,
it's hard to take,
this life...without you...