Control

Every time i try to hold back the words.
it just builds up and comes out when you least expect it,
I cant control it.
just like you cant control your anger,
like how you cant control your hand when its coming at me,
like i cant control my tears from falling,
like i cant control the erg to leave,
like i cant control my feet from running,
like she cant control her erg to call me
beg me to come back.
like i cant control to listen her,
like i cant control hating you,
like you cant control apologizing,
like i cant control ignoring you,
like she cant control giving me shit for what i cant accept.
like i cant control to feel bad for your wrong,
like i cant control to accept.
like you cant control to disrespect me,
just like i cant control my words