Part of me is gone
because you always lied
& all you did was laugh
when all i did was cry
i thought i was in love
with the man of my dreams
as if i wasn't already empty enough
now i realize not even trust is what it seems
you used me just to get some
i told myself that wasn't true
i lied to myself and my friends
i did everything for you
the first night that i met you
i knew you were the one
now i know that cant be so
but with you i cant be done
in the night i dream
that everything was like before
and that you liked me for me
not because you wanted to score
you knew they were in the trunk
you liked me for like what a day?
but in my entire life
I've never cried like i did today
i told you it was hard for me to trust
you said i would always be able to trust you
but that was a lie too wasn't it
nothing you ever said was true
you had the perfect blond hair
the gorgeous blue eyes
but i am crying so hard
i just want to die
nothing you can say can make me feel better
i cant deal with this loss
cause to you i was just your girl
and you thought you were the boss
you just kept on trying
although you knew i didn't want it
but no matter what i did
you never got the hint
you told other girls the truth
you never thought about telling me
and no matter what anyone said
i just still couldn't see
don't you see you've ruined anyone else's chances
of ever loving me
because you broke my heart
& you cut me just so deep
i cried for 3 hours straight
tears are still in my eyes now
but no matter how hard i think
i can never figure out how
how did you act so well
how could you break my heart
how could you tear it in half
and just rip it apart?
why did we ever meet
did God want me to see
that no one
will ever actually love me
am i just not worth anything
is there no reason for me to live
all men do is take
and all i do is give
i told you that i loved you
you said you felt the same
i thought you were perfect
other people thought i was insane
no one could ever see
what i saw in you
no one understood
everything you used to do
but thats all in the past
you've broken my heart and killed me
even though i look like i am still alive
inside I'm just not living
there are no thoughts in my head
of anything but you
i have no friends anymore
because all I cared about was you
everything reminded me of you
now i cant look anywhere
without thinking of you
and your beautiful stare
but maybe this pain will end
maybe ill get over you
maybe someday i will meet a man not a boy
whose love will actually be true
~*about the trunk thing we went in the mountains and it turns out his friends were in the trunk-he swore to me he didn't know-just another lie he told*~
