Lost

Devilish eyes drowned with envy
fear them not , for they aren't worthy

every time i try to rise and shine
i realize that it's not enough and i start to whine

why do i always feel like something is missing me ?
I'm so confused don't even know who should i be ?

for so long life meant nothing in my eyes
a worthless existence full of deceiving and countless lies

i kept myself away peeking from behind
a special spot right there invaded my heart and mind

have you ever been so lost to the point it blindfolded your sight ?
have you ever been so lost to the point that all your days turned into endless nights ?
I've had enough waiting
I've had enough hating

it's time for me to break this wall
it's time for me to liberate my soul