Back to where i started

Slowly losing interest and meeting new people
Talking for hours and not with you
Liking someone new, but I'm not really sure
Right now I'm confused and every things a blur

Too many people, too many times
Too many nights of painful cries
Another doubtful decision that wont follow through
Another person to feed me all their lies

Does my story ever end or change in any way?
Or will it always be on repeat...down once again
Feeling like crap every single day
Arguing with people in all sorts of ways

Trying to prove my point but no one ever listens
Trying let you know
Everything that I'm about
But you shake your head in disgust and doubt

Making me feel even lower form the start
Making me feel good, making me happy
Then everything turns around
And your slowly starting to break my heart

The things i want to say, the things i want u to know
Wont come out the right way
Everything i feel comes pouring out my eyes
Watching you walk away..not wanting you to go

I'm sorry that i feel this way, I'm sorry that its you
I'm sorry your the one that i fell for
So I'm back to where i started
Right back to where i was before