Psychosis

WARNING: Graphic!!!

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I'm drowning in my blood
As my eyes start to flood
Scratches along the walls,
Getting ready to fall

Coughing up my organs
As I scream and cry again
I can't escape this hell
Don't ask me why, I'll never tell

And it makes me tremble
As I disassemble
My everything, and I feel a slight sting, then give you control, my heart and my soul...

And nothing can save me now
Somebody please tell me how
And I fall apart, and rip out my heart, and I lose it... in this state of psychosis!

Huddled in a corner,
I feel that demonic burn
Behind my sightless eyes,
Behind my smiling disguise

Ripping off my own eyelids
So I can't close them again
Tearing apart my flesh
I smell blood and know it's fresh

And it makes me crumble
As I stutter and stumble
Over the words, that could have saved her, but all they do now, is tell me how... to die...

And nothing can kill me now
I tilt my head back and howl
And I stab again, I don't care if it's sin, all I want to do is lose it... in this state of psychosis!

No one freaking understands
But I think I've got a plan,
I'll wait until the sun goes down
Then turn this fake smile upside down

But everything around me
Won't stop freaking screaming
One stupid, chaotic word,
A suicide is all that is heard!

And it makes me laugh
As my soul takes a bath
In all of this hate, my bones separate, my name becomes death, is that blood on my breath?

And no one can hear me now
The curtains draw and I bow
As this performance ends, and my soul transcends, from life unto something more, something full of gore... something called Psychosis!