I remember the moment
When i saw it on the screen
The thing i was waiting for
You said you liked me
On those words i lived a bit of my life
Always on my mind
And that smile didn't fade
I was so happy that just once
I might get what i wanted
I tried talking to you always
Meeting you awhile
Never worked out
But still longer i kept that smile
Till the time i realized it wasn't real
I wish i never read that screen
I got my hopes up for something i really wanted
And now i sit here wondering
What exactly i did wrong
For never have i gotten what i wanted
And never will i
Will i ever be loved
By anyone worth loving back
Is it something i said
What did i do
I wish on everyones star but my own
I never get what i want
My stomach turns whenever i talk to you
My eyes light up when i hear you name
But i wish that it was the same..for you
My heart has crumbled just too much
And in all such a rush
I just wanna start over
Or should never love again
I cant seem to smile no more
Or laugh no more
I just cry ever so more
First few times i didn't care
But now its almost everyday
My biggest fear is rejection
And I'm living in my fear
