Hurting

It breaks my heart
To know all too soon from now you'll be gone
& I'll be here alone again.

Hopefully my thoughts don't get to me
& I can imagine your voice in my head
Just so I can get through each day.

The pain pulses through my veins
How badly I wish one would burst
Just so I could get some relief.

The tears that fall down my face
& to the floor
Burn my eyes and leave my head throbbing.

The realization that it's coming so fast
Is too much for me to handle
Too much for me to bear.

I can barely stand on my own two feet
Life keeps knocking me down each time I try
Here comes another blow.

I'm gonna miss you more than ever
The way you looked at me
& the way I could feel your love
From hundreds of miles away.