I definitely win!!

I'm sick of how you treat me
you should be a gentleman
you should make me happy
just as much as you can

you just make me feel so bad about myself
you make me feel so dumb
i don't even know
where all my feelings for you came from

i wish i never had them
i wish we never met
i wish everything about you
i could just forget

i wish i didn't do anything with you
i wish i was never in your car
i wish i was never in your room
i wish i could forget who you are

you tell your friends
everything i say
you tell everyone
about everyday

everyday that we're together
everyday i make you mad
all the days you make me cry
all the days you make me sad

remember when you told me
i love you too
i really liked that
what happened to that you?

your friends tell me
to just play cool
but how can i even do that
when i will just make myself look like a fool

you lied to me
to impress your friends
it's like they're your leaders
so thats why i have to put us to an end

you were good for a little while
you were like a dream come true
what happened to that
what happened to you

i really want to not care
i don't less and less everyday
but it is so hard
after everything you say

one day you say you love me
and the next we're in a fight
then we're OK again
and hanging out the very next night

when your with your friends
you are so mean
but then you are perfect
when it is just you and me

cant you make up your mind
stop changing what you think
what am i missing?
what is so wring with me?

people say i deserve better
i wish i could believe
that you and me are not meant to be
that's what I'm starting to think

its just so hard to give you up
and know soon you will belong to someone else
yet maybe i will too
but have you ever thought about how i felt?

it seems like you don't care anymore
just because i questioned what you would do with those other girls
so what
it's not the end of the world

why are you making such a big deal?
why don't you understand
I've said sorry
about as much as i can

you need to relax
seriously for real
you need to think about other people
and about how they feel

i know i need to get over you
i know i need to think
i know i need to get this all off my back
before i get too heavy and i sink

i swear that I'll forget you
and get back my justice
i swear i will soon learn
that i can live without your kiss

i don't need you to live
i don't need you to care
i can live
without you being there

sometimes it will be hard
to think about us
but i think meeting you
was just some bad luck

in the end
it will be you who is missing
missing me
and missing us kissing

but i wont be here
i will be gone
i will be done
and moved way on

so when you want to talk
go ahead and call
but then you can see
if i will even talk at all

I'm going to listen to my heart
and heres what its saying
all this heart break
it is not paying

so now we're officially over
unless maybe you apologize
and unless you say
"I'm sorry i realize"

until i hear those words
i don't want to talk to you again
but just know this
i definitely win!!