Another long night standing in my room alone
Thinking about nothing just staring at my phone
Feeling so numb when my heart became a stone
No tears in my eyes but I really want to cry
No wings or nothing could ever help me to fly
No one is here just me myself and I
Abandoned yes that's what I feel every night
It's like I'm stuck in a middle of a fight
And I can never tell what's wrong and what's right
Abandoned and no one can make me feel good
Or teach me how to treat my self like I should
Or give me hope that maybe someday I would
Abandoned and I need someone to love
I'm not asking for an angel sent from the skies above
But instead loneliness is what I really have
Abandoned yes that's how I ended up somehow
but I need to take a break right now
I'm so tired of this tragedy and i just want to take a bow
i'm feeling wortthless and no one needs me here
will anybody care and want me so near
please show up already and take away my fear
i can hardly breathe this pain hurts real bad
i'm so sick and tired of being lonely and sad
this noise is too loud and it really hurts my head
through this unbearable sorrow i try to stay strong
and i'm searching for a place from where i belong
my life is like a song and i need someone to sing it with me all along
abandoned yes i am but that didn't kill me and i'm still alive
and with my two little hands i'm trying to fight that sharp knive
abandoned yes that's true but i guess this is just my misery life
