Growing closer and closer
The goodbye I give to him
So that he can go off to a new place.
It tears me up inside
To think that my baby's going to leave once again
Whether we like it or not.
The way communication is limited
& I won't be able to see his face for months.
Each and every tear I shed
Will fall for the longing of him
For the voice I won't be able to hear.
I don't know exactly how I'm going to make it
But I'm gonna try so hard
So freaking hard to show him that I'm strong
That I can live through this.
It's not going to easy
It's going to feel like the world is pushing me down
That gravity has grown 10x it's orginial state.
Every day
Will be a battle of my mind and thoughts
The ones that could paint a picture of him perfectly
Every feature a replica of who he is.
I'm just broken
& this is breaking me even more
Ripping at the seams to which I sewed.
Good bye is hard
I hate good byes
But this one isn't forever
That's what I'm going to have to tell my self each day
Just so I can make it through.
