OMG ! i can't believe no one rated this poem , it's amazing you know , your writing skills are amazing and the way you describe these worries is great.
i mean these questions that haunts our minds and the doubts that destroys our self esteem and confidence is expressed beautifully through out the poem . i simply see myself in every word you wrote and that's amazing cuz you seem to have captured my attention and made me look at my -once was - state of mind .
a very good poem indeed