A Simple State Of Mind

Tell me these feelings will go away,
tell me everything we be okay.
make my pain leave me
make my heart see
make it see that your not for me....

I feel pain deep down inside,
tell me the pain will soon subside.
I cant live with or without you
my heart doesn't know what to do
It doesn't know where to turn
Someday my heart will learn
It will learn love isn't for me
And alone forever I will be

but i don't like being used to being alone
I don't like always being on my own
It's lonely boring sad and cold
I feel like i am being controlled
I want to again be as i used to be
I want to again be careless and free
A state of mind i just cant find

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