Feelings

Laying down willing sleep to come to me
I'm tired of all the sleepless nights
Dreams or nightmares? Hmm I guess we will see
My mind playing tricks asking me to fight

Nothing I can do if I stay up again
Sleepy eyes will eventually close
But not before I picture my best friend
Kissing me just below my ear making me shiver all the way to my toes

Whispering sweet nothings
Making me want him more
Telling myself we are something
These actions are usually abhored

Feeling roaming hands
Licking my lips
Not knowing where they'll land
Waiting for that kiss

It never comes
The light pours in
The alarm strums
And I realize I've been dreamin'