Trying to keep myself together the best I can although I'm falling apart inside. Feelings of sadness and despair I'm forced to hide. Nothing I do is ever good enough, trying to be tough even though I feel like dying every day of my life. So overwhelmed with too much pain and strife. I think about my little boy and how he needs me, but it hurts so much with the way things are turning out to be. I feel like I really can't take anymore, everyday it feels like just living is a chore. I do and do for others but its not enough for them. My heart is broken, I'm choking on the feelings that are buried deep within. I feel like I'm fighting a battle I cannot win. It seems like people expect too much of me. I feel like a prisoner of war who cannot get free. I'm so exhausted from tip toeing around, yet I cannot find solid ground. I feel unwelcome where I live, I have given all I have to give.
