I hate the feelings that creep into your head at night. Especially when you are feeling like this. Self doubt creeps and you are not sure what to do. The feelings of death are always strong when you feel lost and there is nothing you can do. Is it really over though? Or is that what your mind wants us to think? I feel the feelings you portray here. Its hard to change yourself when you don't know how. It always seems to happen that way though. We protect ourselves by protecting others and we can't help us. We always want to feel loved and want others to care no matter what we go through.

The imagery you give in the third stanza is great. We all leave our own scars on the inside because we don't know how to get help. I think our own heart breaks because we overthink a lot of things and rely on a lot of people too much. We have to change ourselves too. Although sometimes its a struggle no doubt. Once we find the right path we can always be happy and you are right it takes a lot of time to recover. I love this poem because the message is so strong and it says we have to sometimes but ourselves first to fully heal. 5/5