Restricted Love

I need you I want you oh so much
To have your arms wrapped around me
Just to feel your soft gentle touch.
I love you too much for you to see
Love you so much its almost blinding
I crave for your love day and night
I tried to get you and I put up a fight
But your love is restricted
Restricted from all
For u are leaving
Leaving this fall
Going away for 6, 8, 20 years
How can you make me cry so many tears?...
Moving on with your life
Knowing u have better things to do with your time
You have a life ahead of you
So you've chosen not to leave that behind
I don't blame you, I couldn't ever be so selfish
Yet you are leaving me
Just to leave me unhappy
But it's not your fault
You need to move on
Yet you will forget
Forget all our good times
But no, not I
I'll just stare deep into the night sky
And remember the times
Of us together...
But i don't know whether
To move on or remain.....
'Cause forever with you is where my heart stays

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