To My DaD ... Im JuSt Fine

Dear Daddy, why do you say those things you say,
Repeating yourself again and again every day
You call me names that cut me deep,
Your yelling continues to wake me from my sleep
I have scars inside and on the outside too,
Telling the stories of when I lived with you
I know you hate me because it shows,
Does this end or does the pain continue to grow
Daddy what have I done so wrong,
Did you really hate me all along?
I’m sorry daddy for making your life so bad,
Always angering you and making you mad,
You had a beautiful family two kids and a wife,
It’s because of you dad I want to pick up that knife
Because you couldn’t love me I hate everything you do,
Because you didn’t care it was mom who got me through
How could you do this to us everything you do?
It’s not just ruining my moms life it’s ruining our lives too
You can’t stand it that she’s getting herself together,
You can’t stand it that she’s doing a whole lot better
Why can’t you appreciate the fact that she’s trying?
Why can’t you just stop all of your lying?
Don’t you know how much crap she has to go through?
But you want everything to reflect off of you
You’re never going to change the person that you are,
There’s too much drama its gone way to far
Life is to short why can’t you see,
I’ve always dreamed that you would be

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Someone I could talk to when I feel the need,
Instead all you do is show us all your greed
I can’t ever talk to you because the trust isn’t there,
But to tell the truth I don’t even think you care
You don’t care about anyone else feelings but your own,
So do us all a favor and leave us all alone
One thing you should know is that when I get older and never come by,
Just remember my childhood and then you’ll know why
So do what is right and give back what’s mine,
Because me and my mom will make it just fine