A Gut Wrenching Heave
A red Raw Throat
An empty Stomach
A feeling of satisfaction
A cut here
A bandage there
Another reminder of my pain
The Crimson tears I cry
A tear down my cheek
A black Mascara Trail
Tears of suffering
Cry for help
This horrible Ritual
All too Familiar
Nobody knows
This is my life....
I wrote this in 2006 when I was 15 years old. I suffered from severe depression and would self harm daily. I also suffered from Anorexia and Bulimia....To anyone out there that is suffering, you are strong, you WILL make it through this....