Self Destruction

A Near perfect live
Down the drain
Alcohol an escape from reality
Heroin, the needle my best friends

Caught shoplifting
Breaking a woman's nose
Charged, a criminal record
Put in Juvenile Jail

A huge dental bill
To fix corroded teeth
The result of self induced vomiting
Bulimia...shows no mercy

Stitches and Band Aids
A cut too deep
A vein hit
Blood everywhere

Death is a tragedy
Suicide a statistic
I do not want to be a statistic
But I cannot stop flirting with Suicide

This path I have taken
Damaging my body and mind
This is not what I want
But I cannot see the end anywhere close by....

Written in 2006