Just let me die

I want to go,
Just let me die,
I feel broken,
I'm shattered inside.

I cut my wrists,
Deeper each day,
Waiting for the moment,
That the pain will forever go away

But I never succeed,
No matter how hard I try,
Why can't I do it?
Why won't I die?

'It's not your time',
I really don't care,
I'll do what I want,
And I'll choose when and where

I'm being selfish,
Yeah I know,
But honestly,
I just want to go

Let me join my brother,
I'm already dead inside,
All I want to do here,
Is find a place to hide

My life's already ruined,
And all I have to say,
Is that I honestly,
Do not want to live another day