Every night I dream of being with you once more, the dreams haunt me and reveal who my heart really adores. I wake up crying cause its only a dream. If I'd ever be back with you my heart would beam with joy. I feel like I'm walking around my heart filled with dread, while thoughts of you are constantly running through my head. I've been hurting like this for so long, how could've I've been so wrong to let you go? I wish I could let you know how much you still mean to me and how much I need you in my life. How could I go from being your wife to something like this? I miss every smile and every kiss. You were my one true love, my hearts desire. What made me think that we lost that fire? My heart is wreathing in pain and longing to be with you. How could I ever give up a love that was so true? You were my first real love, and always will be in my heart, even though we are apart. If I could ever have another chance to do it all over again, I would surly make sure I didn't fail you. I'd give anything just to have that love I shared with you, there's nothing I wouldn't do. I've had my time away to clear my head, but its been so long that I feel so dead. I now realize what I was doing wrong and it was you who loved me unconditionally all along. I sit here and cry as I'm writing down how I feel. This pain is so unreal. oh how I long to be by your side once more, to show you I love you and how much I'm sure you're the only one. My one wish, my one desire is to rekindle our fire.
