Hands down one of the best poems I've read in a while. damn it Cyn, you are brilliant.

you are so darn brilliant i want to cry

Hands down one of the best poems I've read in a while. damn it Cyn, you are brilliant.

you are so darn brilliant i want to cry

Oh my gosh this has got to be the worst......feeling ever :( I went through this EXACT same thing a year ago...dated someone who was kind to me, and called me pretty, and loved me, but he didnt really compare to the one I truly loved. I could never have described that triangle as well as you penned here...This was so in depth and you can tell in the first stanza this is just an outpouring of true emotion. . I love what you did here....describing the boys...describing what they do to your poetry.

This is really just brilliant!!

On a personal note, to perhaps help with these crazy ermotions, I'll telll ya what I did. I broke up with the guy who didn't compare to the one I truly loved..because too, I was comparing him to my first love, settling for him....and I decided I needed to get over this madness as a whole. so I took a whole year, Last September to this, to find myself...who am I? whats my identity? where do I belong?..no distractions...and I have to say in that year, I got over both of them. Dont even care anymore.....kind of amazing when we set aside the drama of out love life and just focus on ...life.

Good luck girl. I adore this and relate hugely.