So tired of feeling like I'm second best, aren't I the one your supposed to love more than the rest? I give and give and it seems like you just don't care. You say you love me, but yet you seem like you just want her instead. I don't know but doubts of you're love for me keep running through my head. I give you my heart but it seems like I don't have yours. I'm sick of all this pain my heart endures. Why don't you just let me go if I'm not the one you truly love and want? I hate this empty feeling I feel even when I'm with you. I'm so damn confused I don't know what to do. I love you but I'm not so sure you really love me. I feel like just maybe this relationship isn't mean to be. It hurts worse just hanging on than it would if you'd just let me go, it kills me inside when I don't know. How can you love me when all you think about is someone who don't even want you the way that I do? If things continue the way that they are, I'm sorry but I'm just going to have to put myself out of this hurt I've been feeling for so long. Because keeping me holding on while you love someone else is totally wrong.
