My First Love

LOVE LOST
-I remember a time when our love was warm and sweet
-those days when u would kiss my neck as i would rub your feet
-those were happy times, when u and i were still in love
-I saw u as a gift sent to me from heaven above
-but the sparkle i saw once in your eyes has become so faded
-the love we shared is nothing now, shadowed by my hatred still believe we have a future, but now is not the day
-unless u can mature for me, that'll be the only way
-that we can share our love for all eternity
-and live our lives and leave this place like we were meant to be
My Pain

- there was a day back in October i made a mistake
- one that i had always thought i would never make
- i felt like a jerk, and i wanted to make things right
- i thought u still loved me then, but try as i might
- u wouldn't let me back in, and soon i knew why
- u broke your vow to me that u wouldnt see another guy
- he made u happy, but u still thought about me
- i guess u realized how great of a person i can be
- i regret that one friday, when i left u high n dry
- that stage of drugs and alcohol has now passed me by
- i can see the world more clearly now that i am sober
- and i realize u r perfect. i wish this wasnt over
- i never wanted to hurt u, i want to make u feel
- like the love we had for all this time is truly somethin real