Losing..

Can't stand you
nor bare your touch.
You hurt me badly
and it's just too much.

Your words were cutting,
They tore me up inside.
You act like everything is ok,
Your presence I can hardly abide.

It's been days and days,
Still can't just 'get on'
Not this time honey,
We now feel almost.. wrong..

Missing in the dark
is absolute, how I feel.
I wish I could go back
but this pain I conceal.

There's a reason for it,
It's that you don't care.
Do you really wonder why?
You've never really been there.

I've needed you so much,
So badly this last while.
I just got on with it
because you expect me to just "smile"

I could never be myself,
Show any emotion at all.
Have nobody to hold me up
or catch me as I fall.

It's all I ever wanted,
Wanted you to be.
So where do we go?
Before I choose to set us free..

10/02/12